The first of March. Dude! Where is 2018 going!!!
Bittersweet month for me; passing of my son and loads of family birthdays, including mine.
I figured the below quote is fitting, because it kept me sane and put a lot into perspective when Mika’il passed on. Five. He would have been five this year! And I’m getting stronger as the years go by, whenever I have my moments, I remind myself of this quote. Prophet Muhammad (may peace and blessings be upon him) said:
The reality of faith is knowing that what has passed you by was not going to befall you; and that what has befallen you was not going to pass you by
That’s right! What’s meant for you, has your name on it.
I can go on and blame the hospital nurses on technicality. I could blame my situation, ex husband and even myself. But the truth is, God willed it this way and he knows why.
Perhaps he knew deep down inside, the mother I wished to be and the condition I wanted to raise my kids in and he knew Mika’il wouldn’t have had that.
Perhaps Mika’il was meant to change me and grant me strength to get rid of all the toxic; people and situations I had in my life… this reasons are actually endless (:
So whether you’re applying for a new post, taking on a new venture or preparing to achieve your goal. Do your best and put in the work but should it not materialize as expected, don’t beat yourself up because, if it is meant for you, it will never pass you (:
We spend too much time over thinking with what-ifs , should haves, could haves or would haves.
Your best is enough!
Love and light always, from just an ordinary girl!
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