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#DFH #39

Dear future husband

I actually don’t feel like speaking today, in fact, I don’t feel like anything. I’m numb. My sister and nieces have left for China and won’t be back for a while.

If ever you’re with me and something as huge as this happens, this is how I react: 

I hate showing people that I cry, so I will keep busy, be snappy, or isolate myself completely and if you do happen to see me cry and ask “why” or “are you ok” I will cry more.

Please don’t take this in any other way or become impatient, defensive or moody when I’m like this. This will be the time that I need you the most, even if it’s with you just being there.

I hope you you will understand. 

Love,

Your future wife 

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